Monday, August 19, 2013
What's the process of life now a days?! What's worth fighting for anymore? Because when you think about it , everyone is fighting for what they say they want more than anything. They say they would do anything for it, but when in reality, while they are " fighting " for what they want more than " anything",they are holding daggers behind their backs so that if someone tries to strike them down, they won't get hurt. How sad is that? One person won't get hurt for another. One person can't stop thinking about their own safety for one second, long enough for another person to live on purely & not corruptly. Shouldn't that be what we all fight for? For the sake of the younger souls to not have to know what defending yourself means. So that they never have to learn from ignorant people with horrible morals and ways of life. So maybe what we fight for may never have to be fought for again. We saved a generation from hurt, heart ache & trust issues. That's the real battle, but we are too blind to realize it, because we are fighting our own, unnecessary battles.We created these battles & now we created inflicting pain upon thousands & millions of others that didn't want anything more than love.. To be loved. Isn't that what we are born into the world to accept? Anything other than love is foreign to us. How can we call ourselves the superior race when we can't even use the true definition of love anymore, without there being resentment behind it.
This is a belief. To our imagination, we can surrender to it what we please. What we see it as, how we see it making an impact on our life. We form it to our own subconscious needs, and with that, we see a higher goal, of being a higher self. That's why we are here. That's why we act the way we do. For the first time,our imagination is becoming reality. We are so thrilled to see what people have said won't ever grow, to become what we thought we'd never be, and in that light & that energy we grow.
For those who need this in your life right now:
To be honest, I've tried to get better with not reliving my past everyday, but at the end of the day, it is a part of me & ive learned to embrace that . I treat my past as though it is a good memory even though the past you're referring to isn't . People get ticked with that. But I don't care. I'm trying to make the best of it . I stay in it sometimes because I'm still trying to find out more about myself. I get a lot out of revisiting that place. It's my journey that I'm going through and if I take longer staying in my past than others so be it. I wanna get everything I can out of it. I'm learning. I've never been a person that likes dramatic change & my past was exactly that. I'm trying to cope without having others help me. I want to find my path. In my point of view , the "amazing place " that I can get to will be even more bitter sweet when I can look back and see that I took my time on what I needed to & embraced & learned about myself, so that thenew experiences I encounter can be handled better . I also try to help other people by going off of my past. It inevitable really. I know it can't define me & I don't think I let it, but I do keep the past alive so that I can live and learn from it.
It makes me happy that I can help others with my writings.If it wasn't for them I wouldn't be doing it. I wouldn't get pleasure from it.People impower me.
.. I know it isn't good but I'm a girl that will put away my world to fix your problems before my own.
I've vowed to myself that I won't let anyone get through life alone.
God didn't make one person to endure the world & it's obstacles. He made us all. And we aren't to dig in ourselves to find answers from within 24/7. It's a lesson in disguise. We are forced to get over ourselves and ask people for help . If you don't get over yourself you're breaking yourself even more.
Always taking care of another person . Like it says we are supposed too.
People surpass people as space being taken up , when that is SO FALSE. If you really think of all the complexities you have, and how deep your being gets, it's more than just space being taken up. I'm just making sure people realize the person next to them really isn't disposable & that they need to do their best to make sure the other is okay. No matter what the state is between the two. So yeah. I care. It helps you & it teaches my friends a lesson ; if they choose to learn it , it's up to them. But I gave them a better foundation to being a better friend. My job was done.